The Dutiful Wife

Ch. 16 · The Dinner for Director Rao

Chapter 16

The Dinner for Director Rao

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Come, come, and bring your clever wife.

The summons came down the front of the house and Priya let it land the way she had let everything land for two years, on the cold flat plain first and the words last, and on the plain a single clean sentence stood up and faced her: he said clever. Not pretty, not dutiful, not the wife who made the mutton, the way he had said it to the room the evening before, when he was still casting. Clever was a word a man used for a thing he had already weighed. Anand had been sitting twenty minutes under the dead patriarch's photograph, drinking nothing, listening, and the word clever was the bill he was presenting, in the hall, in front of her husband, for everything he believed he now knew.

So she did not go to him as the bahu. There was no point. The bahu was a dish whose good side she had turned to this house for two years, and Anand had walked round the table and looked at the back of it. She filed that, fast, the loss of the camouflage with the man who had earned the seeing of it, and she let it cost her nothing visible, and she set her palm on Rohan's arm before he could finish the sentence that had been climbing and dropping in him at the storeroom door.

"Come up, Sahib," she said to the man of business, mild, milk-counting, while she looked at no one. "Mr. Anand is waiting. It would be rude to keep a guest who cannot wait for Friday."

She felt the man of business go still on the crate. She had just told him, in the bahu's voice over a child's slate, the thing she had spent the night arranging him to understand: that she was not buying the twenty minutes, that she was walking up to the table he had threatened to drag her to, on her own feet, ahead of him, which meant his one card, the auction, was already spent and he had nothing to sell that she had not already chosen to carry. A man who holds the winning card does not watch the buyer pick it up and walk into the room with it. He looked at her, and the clean nail did not move, and she understood that he was doing now the arithmetic Indira had done across the lamp four hours before, the slow refusing and then the pressing flat, except he had no rings, only the boy's slate, which he set down on the crate face down, the way Priya set down a thing she had decided not to use.

"After you, Devi," he said, low, and there was nothing of the storeroom left in it.

They went up the back stair into the grey, the three of them, the wife in unslept silk, the husband with his hair on end and his half-finished spine, the careful man with empty hands of his own now, and at the top the hall opened on the drawing room and on Anand, who had risen, because Anand always rose, the only guest in two years who stood for the bahu, and who stood now under Vikram Mehta's gilt-framed photograph with a teacup he had finally been brought, by no one, by his own hand from the tray, because the family was still asleep and the only person who poured was the one he had summoned.

"There she is," Anand said, warm, soft, round, the voice of a man who has all morning and means to spend it. "The clever wife. Sit, beta, sit. We have a great deal to arrange before this house wakes and starts being polite at us."

Priya did not sit. She crossed the room and took the pot from the tray and poured Anand a fresh cup, because the move she had decided on in the half-second on the stair was the oldest move she owned and the one he would least be able to read: she served him. She poured for the man who had reached past her into a village and sent a six-year-old into the dark with water, and she set the cup at his hand without a tremor, and she said, "You take it without sugar, Sahib. I remember from the mutton night," and she watched the small surprise move under the soft face, because a woman who has been caught does not pour. A woman who has been caught sits where she is put and lets the men arrange her. Priya had just told him, with a teapot, that she did not know she had been caught, or that she did not agree she had, and the difference between those two was the whole of the morning, and she let him sit in it.

"Sit, Rohan," Anand said, recovering, turning the warmth on the son. "You came down shouting. A man should never shout before tea. Sit, and let me tell you what a friend I have been to your family, and what a small, small thing I am going to ask in return."

And Rohan, who had stood at the storeroom door and almost, almost said the husband's sentence, sat. Priya saw him sit. She saw the spine that had stood halfway up at six o'clock fold itself back down into the good son's chair under the dead father's photograph, into the room where his mother's approval was the sun even with his mother asleep upstairs, and she felt the old ache come up the way it always came when Rohan chose the chair, and she let it cross the cold ground and pass on, because she had learned at last, on the terrace with Dadi, that the ache was not love arriving. It was love being asked to wait again. She had stopped, somewhere in the last week, being willing to wait.

"Mr. Anand," she said, before the man of business could find a place to stand in the room, before Anand could begin the friendly speech that would end in a small, small ask, "you cannot wait for Friday. You said so to my husband in the hall. I heard you. So let us not wait for Friday." She set the pot down. "Tell me what you came to say, and I will tell you the one thing you do not yet know, and then you will decide whether you still want to say it."

The room held. Rohan looked at his wife as if she had spoken in a language he had not known was in the house. The man of business, by the window, stopped moving entirely. And Anand, soft Anand, who let other people show their hands first, who had said of Kabir I just sign where he tells me, the most expensive lie in the room, set down his fresh cup and folded his hands on the table and smiled at her the way she imagined a tide smiled at a wall it had measured and meant to take.

"I do like you," Anand said. "I told my man you would be like this. Go on, then. Tell me the one thing I do not know."

So she told him a true thing that was not the true thing, because a careful person buried under a question does not lie, she had learned, she sequenced. "You have been buying this district's paper for nine months," Priya said, conversational, a clerk reconciling a column. "Including this family's. You did not come to save the Mehtas. You came to wear them, the good old name in the good old house, while you took the thing the name opens, and when the board play fails, as it will, the Mehtas will wear the failure and you will walk away clean, and you have built it all so neatly that the only loose thread in the whole arrangement, the one pen that witnessed your loans and also witnessed a servant child's school papers and also keeps this family's books, is standing by that window right now." She did not look at the man of business. She did not have to. "He sold you to me an hour ago, Sahib. For twenty minutes. He has been selling whoever is in the room to whoever is not, for two years, and the only thing he has truly kept is the belief that you do not know it." She let it sit, mild. "That is the thing you did not know. Not about me. About your pen."

The clean nail, by the window, found the sill and pressed flat.

And Anand's smile did a small thing then, a flicker, gone before it finished, and Priya filed it with the cold respect she kept for men who weighed the world the way she did, because she had just done to him what the man of business had done to her at the storeroom door, she had shown him that the other watcher in the room had read his books too, and a man who buys two masters lives by neither of them learning he is the pen of the other, and she had just set that lit match down between the two of them and stepped back from the heat. She had not bought the twenty minutes. She had sold them.

"My principal," the man of business said, into the room, too fast, "is mistaken if he"

"Be quiet," Anand said, without heat, without looking at him, and the man of business was quiet, and that, Priya understood, watching it, was the moment the morning turned: Anand had not denied it. He had not laughed and said his man was loyal. He had told his man to be quiet, which a man only does to a man he is no longer sure of, and the seam she had spent the night looking for, the seam between two men who each thought the other was his instrument, had just opened a finger's width in the grey light under the dead patriarch, and through it she could see, at last, the whole shape of the thing, and how it might be made to fall.

"You are not at all what they sold me," Anand said to her, soft, and it was almost admiration and entirely a threat. "Friday, then. I came here unable to wait for it, and you have just taught me why I must. On Friday, you and I will sit at your mother-in-law's beautiful table with the Oberoi girl and her good cloth and Director Rao of the Vachani board, and we will see, in front of all of them, whether the clever wife pours the tea, or whether she is the thing that lives in this kitchen and is kept so quiet." He rose, smooth, unhurried. "Bring it to dinner, beta. I should so like to be introduced."

He had not said the name. He had not said Devi, or trust, or beneficiary, not in front of the husband, not in front of his own pen he no longer trusted, and Priya knew why, the same reason she had poured his tea: a careful man does not spend the one card that cannot be taken back in a room where he is no longer sure who is his. He was holding it for Friday, for the full table, for Rao and the Oberois and Indira and all the witnesses a face-slap needs to land.

He was at the door when Ananya came down the front stair, fast, in her nightdress, with the gate-phone in her hand and a thing on her face Priya had never seen there, not fear, not the cool defection of the last week, but a kind of white shock, and she did not stop for Anand, she did not lower her voice for the guest, she came straight across the room to Priya and put the phone into her hand and said, low and shaking, "It is for you. He would only speak to the wife. He says he is calling from a hospital in the city, and he says his name is Ferreira, and he says, Priya, he says Dadi has asked for you, and that you are to come tonight, before Friday, and to come as yourself."

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